ugh

So I'm done with my Winter quarter offically and yet I still don't feel relieved. I hate that. I'm pretty sure its because I feel like the Spring quarter is going to be a nightmare. I don't know why i freak myself out like this. Next quarter could still be fun. I'm just upset that my public speaking teacher is supposedly "the worse teacher at CPP". I really wanted to have a good teacher for that class because I want to get better at public speaking. It just frustrates me because I totally could've picked the other class for that subject but I didn't look up the reviews on the teachers till after. Uggghhh. I just keep giving it back to God. I can do all things through Him. I just don't want to be stressed and grumpy and not enjoy life. hah Plus I'm still unsure if teaching is what I want to do.

I'm also mad that I can't keep doing the fast. I think I'm anemic again =/
I am so grateful that I have a Lord who knows me inside out.  All my crazy thoughts, fears, anxieties. I don't know how I would survive without you!

I pray that everything with Costa Rica works out. I only want to go if its in your will and so far I feel that it is. Time off of work...check. Money....check.  Just waiting on the passport and application for MT. SAC.

eee. makes me excited though. i love spanish and i love traveling. I hope we go!