winter break

I've had a great christmas break so far.

I went to the Covina Christmas Parade,Disneyland, made cookies with my little friends and went on a not-so-exciting train adventure with the Carreras. Here are some of the pictures of my activities.

I'm so blessed. I do however miss many of my friends and the sad thing is is that they are in town. We are just too busy for each other. Its hard to get together now a days with work schedules and family obligations. I just really wish i could reconnect with many of my friends who i've lost touch with. School makes me so antisocial because i'm so busy during the quarter that when i finally do have time for socializing over break i don't really know who to call...oh well. I know I can work something out if i try hard! I'm a smart girl hah.

I still have about a week and a half left of break. I pray that i can enjoy this special time with my family and hopefully reconnect with old friends. I'm pretty excited for Christmas and New Years.


I'll post more about that later!

<3aet

brokenhearted

i feel so useless and helpless. i see this cry for help and i can't do anything about it. I feel like i'm watching someone who used to be so close to me ruin their life. and sadly i feel like my prayers are not enough. this honestly breaks my heart and i feel like i have sit back and just watch. there's nothing i can say or do...and the worst part is, i think he believes no one would understand or listen without judging and i totally would. i still love him and that is why it kills me.